A thought i thought

Sometimes easy is complicated,
And fair unfair.
You don't have to lie to accept the truth,
Whatever may it be, its people's logic to stare.
I never loved you, I just loved the idea of being in love,
And now I wonder, was it necessary? All this shove?
Hypocrisy is something all the adults gradually learn,
If you don't want to, remain a kid & never ever give it much concern.
Too much in mind, should I make a peace or war?
Unable to escape, my thoughts colliding are waiting at the door.
Now I don't care am I alone or that the path was taken up by only a very few,
With the little courage I've gained & learning from all that that ever pained, I'll start again on a journey new.

Regret

I don't know how long..,
I don't know how more..
Fighting the waves I row..,
Seeking a land..a shore..
For months I have been stuck..,
In the middle of nowhere I duck..
With salt water tossing me up & down..,
I everyday in silence moan..
The day i entered this unknown path..,
I knew of the tempest & the for coming wrath..
But yet I defied my mind..& fled with my heart..,
Only to end up more wounded.. Alone..& tore apart..
Never wanted to reach this phase..in the delusion of desires I fret..,
Hoping for joy to reside lifetime..I forever for this mistake will regret.

Let it be this way!

Sometimes I wish I could just say..but then I guess its better this way.
I don't wanna hurt you by telling you anyway..if friendship is what you want let it be this way.
I can't stop loving you though its too late for me to back away.. Forgetting you seems impossible, in my heart till it stops beating you'll stay.
I know you won't love me ever coz you already love someone else you say..but even that's not affecting my feelings for you, i can't stop my love coming your way.
But I would never say a word I know..can't bear to lose you that way.
My love would rest in my heart forever and if this is what you want let it be this way.

Tum nahi samjhe..shayad khuda ki marzi thi

Tum nahi samjhe..shayad khuda ki marzi thi..,
Tumhe kabhi dikha hi nhi...tumhari hi khudgarzi thi...
Shayad andhe ko bhi dikh jaata..itna toh wo bhi samajh jaata..,
Kis had tak chaaha hai tumhe..par kehne se darti thi..
Kho na dun tumhe..ye soch chup rehti thi..,
Pyaar nahi bas saath chahe..din raat tumhe yaad karti thi...,
Kabhi toh samjha hota..ki bas tumse..sirf tumse pyaar karti thi..,
kabhi toh socha hota..ke na bol payi.. kyuki tumhe..bas khone se darti thi...
Par tum nahi samjhe..aur na kabhi samjhoge..,
shayad yehi...khuda ki marzi thi.