Thursday, 27 October 2016

Someone

Someone to wake up to. To share the weather with, then the coffee.

Someone to dream with—to plan and scheme and then celebrate with.

Someone to win with, and someone to lose with.

Someone to care for and protect—and to let go of and watch fly.

Someone to stare at in wonder, and to think,“That heart loves mine.”

Someone to talk long with under stars on frosty nights. To giggle through scarves and gloves and hats with, and to kiss under mistletoe.

Someone to hold. Someone to be held by. To be treasured by a treasure.

Someone to notice birds with. To catch flashes of blue and green and purple and brown—and to feel the excitement of soaring little wonders. To see life as it is, not as it seems.

Someone to sit with and watch children, perhaps our own, and to laugh in their innocence and swell at our luck.

Someone to forget with.

Someone to cook with. To sweep mud off the floor. Someone to make magic out of mundane with and smile because it’s with each other.

Someone to cry with. To share rivers of grief indistinguishable from the other. To hold and to hug, and to help and to heal.

Someone to hold hands with. To glance at, fingers intertwined beneath coffee tables, and hearts blurring between eyes.

Someone to lay with with, nothing in between. To be everything holy and exist in a dream. To be naked to our souls and give everything unseen.

Someone to trust. To tell darkest secrets to and reveal hungry fears. Someone to know all of themselves and to want to see more. Someone whose eyes reflect what’s in ours.

Someone to walk with. To travel with. To find pockets of magic in grey city dullness. To drive miles and miles just for that “mile” that’s ours.

Someone to smile with. A deep knowing grin that says, “I see you” and “I’m staying.”

Someone to miss, even for a minute—until they return, and it feels like home again.

Someone to stare at for moments unending.

Someone to love.

Someone.



Credits: http://www.elephantjournal.com/2015/10/someone/

Thursday, 16 June 2016

To a best friend

Everyone needs a friend,
I thought I found one in you.
I didn't mean to mess it up,
Somewhere I fell in love with you.
I accept that I grew selfish, that's why I took the risk of telling you.
But I didn't realise you'd judge me for it, or our friendship will seem a question mark to you.
You can very well be cruel, I'll still be good to you.
I've never pretended & never will, on what my feelings are for you.
Believe it or not, I'm not like everyone else.
I trusted you with everything in my life, yet all you are doing is hurting me in return?
I only meant good, I only wanted to be your life long friend.
To help you see the light, in the darkness you dwell in.
Prove the world wrong, they've never understood.
Keep your promise, don't leave me alone.
But I can't make you do something you don't want to,
If you really want to go go, I won't stop you.
I'll try to stay somewhere where my existence doesn't bother you.
& if God is kind enough then you won't have to wait for long,
I'll find a way, I'll dissappear, this silly girl who sings songs for you will be forever gone.
In my attempt to make everyone happy, I only trouble them more.
It's me who don't belong here and with me all worries will be gone.

Sunday, 13 March 2016

To Mr.Busy

Oi Mr.Busy🤓
Do you ever be free?🤔
Working day & night like a honeybee!🐝
When will you ever learn to reply properly?🤐
I wanted to ask you something that has been bothering me😐
But why would you understand my misery?🙁
Too engaged in everything else, you never for once even think of me.😠
Not that it'd stop me from reminding you, yet you could be nicer you see.😜

I love you


I love you.
I don't know how it is for you...I don't even want to know whether what people say is gonna be true...
I just know however old everyday this feeling seems new....I try to restrain yet my soul longs to be with you....
Maybe I'm lost in dreams right now to think straight...I'd never know why I carry on this never ending wait...
You say you're just another person that I accidentally met...I say you're the only one I'm destined to be with no matter how twisted my fate gets...
We can beat this together but you're not ready to fight...you say I'm wrong but does that make you right?
From your silence I try to pick up words...make a chain of compliments & try to get through worst..
All though when around you make me nervous...but when I stand alone nervous i think of you & give out my best...
It's funny how you'll always be my sunshine yet you'll never know...
How much is that I want you to understand...how I'll always be waiting to hear a..
I love you too.

Wednesday, 24 February 2016

Let you go

http://www.elephantjournal.com/2016/02/i-love-you-but-i-have-to-let-you-go/