Khamoshi

Iss Dil ne dekha ek chotta sa khwab,
Chaaha bas tumhara saath..
Kar na payi kabhi shabdon me bayan,
Par bolti thi har waqt meri khamosh zuban.

Tum samajh toh na sake par ye tumhe samjhathi rehi,
Tumhari baatein iss Dil ko lubhati rehi,
Tumhe soch har waqt main mann hi mann muskurati rehi,
Tumhari hi yaadon me khoi ye geet main khud se gungunati rehi.

Soorat pe toh laakho marte hai,
Kisi ke seeyat ne aaj aisa lubhaya tha.
Duniya, zamane, har rishte se pare ho jau,
Pehli baar kisi pe itna pyaar aaya tha.

Phir bhi chup rehi zubaan kyuki khona nahi tha tumhe,
Tum aur tumhari dosti iss had taq bha gayi thi humein.
Par aaj bhi Dil me chaayi rehti hai ye madhoshi,
Ki kabhi na kabhi toh tum samjhoge,..meri ye khamoshi.

Search

I don't know how long..,
I don't know how more..
Fighting the waves I row..,
Seeking a land..a shore..
For months I have been stuck..,
In the middle of nowhere I duck..
With salt water tossing me up & down..,
Everyday I silently moan..
Over the day I took this path..,
Entered a known tempest of wrath..

In darkness bound in chains..,

I cry aloud drenched in pains..

There is no escape..no hope that I'll survive..,

Seeking death I wonder, should into this ocean I dive?

All exhausted in this boat I perch..,

To let time end my never ending search.

A thought i thought

Sometimes easy is complicated,
And fair unfair.
You don't have to lie to accept the truth,
Whatever may it be, its people's logic to stare.
I never loved you, I just loved the idea of being in love,
And now I wonder, was it necessary? All this shove?
Hypocrisy is something all the adults gradually learn,
If you don't want to, remain a kid & never ever give it much concern.
Too much in mind, should I make a peace or war?
Unable to escape, my thoughts colliding are waiting at the door.
Now I don't care am I alone or that the path was taken up by only a very few,
With the little courage I've gained & learning from all that that ever pained, I'll start again on a journey new.

Regret

I don't know how long..,
I don't know how more..
Fighting the waves I row..,
Seeking a land..a shore..
For months I have been stuck..,
In the middle of nowhere I duck..
With salt water tossing me up & down..,
I everyday in silence moan..
The day i entered this unknown path..,
I knew of the tempest & the for coming wrath..
But yet I defied my mind..& fled with my heart..,
Only to end up more wounded.. Alone..& tore apart..
Never wanted to reach this phase..in the delusion of desires I fret..,
Hoping for joy to reside lifetime..I forever for this mistake will regret.

Let it be this way!

Sometimes I wish I could just say..but then I guess its better this way.
I don't wanna hurt you by telling you anyway..if friendship is what you want let it be this way.
I can't stop loving you though its too late for me to back away.. Forgetting you seems impossible, in my heart till it stops beating you'll stay.
I know you won't love me ever coz you already love someone else you say..but even that's not affecting my feelings for you, i can't stop my love coming your way.
But I would never say a word I know..can't bear to lose you that way.
My love would rest in my heart forever and if this is what you want let it be this way.