Lost somewhere...i found back myself!

I still do care but now it doesn't matter..,
I'm not sure am I just used to it or I just hide it in my chatter..
There was a time I thought without you I could never be..,
But then I realised there is more to life that I'm yet to see..
For once I thought I would never get up again..,
Drenched in this pain thoughts would drive me insane..
But then life showed me its not the last thing I'm gonna face..,
There would come more difficulties, more challenges, more sorrow for which I had to pace..
Friendship redefined its meaning and family helped me grow..,
I now know love is just a word people use..but no one actually feels it true..!
These realisations made me grow stronger..,
Others opinions on me I care for no longer..
Regaining confidence I'm trying to be the free bird I always wanted to be..,
And lost somewhere smiling I met back the person that was me..