Without a word

I shouldn't have done that
I should've ignored it
Like something I could not see
Like something I cannot see
Ah... yeah
I shouldn't have ever looked at you
I should've ran away
I should've acted like I didn't hear
Like something I could not hear
Like something I cannot hear ah... yeah... 
I shouldn't have listened to my heart at all
Without a word
You showed me what love is
Without a word
You gave me your love
You even made me hold my breath
Waiting for you
But you ran away like this
Without a word, you left me
Without a word, you threw me away
What should I say next?
My closed lips were surprised
Coming without words

Why does it hurt so much?
Why does it keep on hurting me?
Even though you're not here anymore
Though everything is the same
Without a word
You showed me love

Without a word
You gave me your love
You made me hold my breath
Waiting for you
But you run away like this
Without a word, you left me
Without a word you threw me away
What should I say next?
My closed lips were surprised
Without a word my tears fell
Without a word my heart breaks

Without a word, I will wait for your love
Without a word, I'm hurt because of love
I zone out
I became a fool
I cried as I look up at the sky
Without a word, goodbyes found me
Without a word, goodbyes came to me
I think my heart was surprised
I couldn't even prepare to send you away
Without a word it came
Without a word it went
Without a word it left
Like a fever before
I'll only hurt you for a while
And will only left you scars in the end

Courtesy: Korean movie

Someday

I don’t know how much longer
That I have to put up with everything
I’ve been hiding all the truth inside my heart
Everytime we meet
Everytime you turn face to me
Though I look indifferent
Do you know how much i have to force myself?
Can you hear my heart calling for you, loving you?
But I can’t open my heart for anyone to know
Can you hear it?
My heart keeps waiting there for you
Waiting for you open it
and hope you will realize..
Someday

Though I love you
Though I feel
but deep down inside, I don’t dare to tell you
Everytime we meet
Everytime you turn face to me
Though I look indifferent
Do you know how much i have to force myself?

Can you hear my heart calling for you, loving you?
But I can’t open my heart for anyone to know
Can you hear it?
My heart keeps waiting there for you
Waiting for you open it
and hope you will realize..
Someday

Can you hear my heart calling for you, loving you?
But I can’t open my heart for anyone to know
Can you hear it?
My heart keeps waiting there for you
Waiting for you open it
And I hope you will realize
That this person loves you
Please I hope you will know
Someday

(Courtesy: a Thai film song)

The never ending search

In the land of bliss we search for happiness but find sorrow.
The more we wander the darker it gets, it starts feeling that there's no tomorrow.
Rising & falling in the unknown darkness we lurch,
To find nothing in the end of this never ending search.
Our bodies decay & soul rues,
A new ray of light emerges again & the search continues.

If we were childhood friends

If we were childhood friends,
We'd play together & ride on swings.
Run around in an alley green,
Fight forever on our curious dreams.

I'll doze off hearing your explanations,
You'd get bored handling my drama occasions,
Time would fly by tolerating each other,
Annoyed or not we'd always stick together.

I'd know you better to read your mind,
To sense your heart that's soft & kind.
To erase any pain that ever shook you by,
I'll mend it all, will never let you cry.

We'd grow up together feeling aspirations new,
Wondering the secret to the morning dew.
Exploring the world side by side,
Appreciating our finds with a sense of pride.

Learning the bitter truths of life,
Stuck somewhere in this hypocritic strife,
Searching for each other in this crowd,
We'll roam around seeking peace in the world loud.

Only to miss our childhood days,
The innocent smiles over sunlight rays.
With at least one person to rely upon,
The friend who understood & never judged us wrong.

If we were childhood friends,
I'd never have left you alone to ever have a depression.
I'll take away your pain & give you my happiness in return,
You'd stay in my heart forever,
as a best friend till the end.

I miss you

I miss the days that never happened,
I miss the things that never were,
The land, the shore, the wind, the fragrance,
The perfect moments that never were.

I miss your smile when you looked at me,
I miss the eyes into which I can fall so deep,
Your face, your lips, the flawlessness you own,
I miss the togetherness that was never meant to be.

I miss the love that was never there,
I miss the connection that we shared,
The touch, the kiss, the realm of romance,
I miss the time we sat together holding hands.

I miss words that were never spoken,
I miss your heartbeats in my heart which lies broken,
I miss a lot that isn't true,
But more than any of these, I miss you.